BALLI TAHILLI GEVREK

SATURDAY BINGE.

seviyorum ulan bu kadını.

bi de eski sezonlardan fav quote a dönersek:

You know what Francis said to me when he proposed? I remember his exact words. He said, "Claire, if all you want is happiness, say no. I'm not gonna give you a couple of kids and count the days until retirement. I promise you freedom from that. I promise you'll never be bored." You know, he was the only man -and there were a lot of others who proposed- but he was the only one who understood me. He didn't put me on some pedestal. He knew that I didn't want to be adored or coddled. So he took my hand and put a ring on it. Because he knew I'd say yes.

FRIDAY "NIGHT".

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MINE.

- well if that's true then does it matter? does it make what I feel for you any less real?
oh my god I'm Samantha
I'm the goddamned OS
- AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHSHJDASJDADADJHASGD

YAŞ MAX 15.

KALP EZMESİ.

tarçınlı.

BİR ŞAİR VE PSİKİYATRİST OLARAK...

"allah beni üç şeyden tiksindirdi. nezaket, kötü mizah ve zayıf imlâ. aşağı yukarı bütün burjuvazi."

Pi
imlanın a sında şapka yok ama. ince l meselesi.
.nanik.
Ba
Hı hı tamam
Pi
aha inanmadı. valla bak.
Ba
Ben sana inanıyorum peki daha önce tedavi gördünüz mü bi yerde asdggknvfgjn
Pi
görmez miyim canım ya.
en sevdiğim şey tedavi görmek.
hobilerim arasında.
Ba
ahahaha serseri :)
Pi
^.^
Ba
düzelttim
Pi
ahahaha
muah!
Ba
vice versa :)

not: özledim kitapsız.

SIRADAKİ FİLM LÜTFEN!

PUB CRAWL KADIKÖY.

ayıymış filmiş kargaymış falan. hayvanat bahçesi mübarek. teachers zaten şart, home sweet home tadı anca bi orda, sadece orda. rocknrolla da fena değilmiş hadi.

BKZ. BEN NERDEN SIÇIYORUM.

Lorsque la première rencontre de quelque objet nous surprend, et que nous le jugeons être nouveau, ou fort différent de ce que nous connaissions auparavant ou bien de ce que nous supposions qu’il devait être, cela fait que nous l’admirons et en sommes étonnés. Et parce que cela peut arriver avant que nous connaissions aucunement si cet objet nous est convenable ou s’il ne l’est pas, il me semble que l’admiration est la première de toutes les passions. Et elle n’a point de contraire, à cause que, si l’objet qui se présente n’a rien en soi qui nous surprenne, nous n’en sommes aucunement émus et nous le considérons sans passion.

EKSERİYETLE BUDUR.

beş sene sonra kendimizi yine morphine e vericez, yine olmayacak duaları içimizden ederken. yapacak başka bişey yok.

STRANGE LOVE.

when the one that got away sends you a song.

o.O

TRANS-CONTINENTAL AND VERY-OPEN.

- oh god, youre weird ♥
- I prefer 'normal plus' but whatever

AYRAÇ KOYDUM.

joe diyarbakırdan dönsün izlemeye devam edicez.

NO 16.

Ein Käfig ging einen Vogel suchen.

françois de roubaix - le samouraï (errèra remix)
mogwai - this messiah needs watching
the dears - who are you, defenders of the universe

MA BEST FRIEND.

I WISH YOU COULD HAVE MET HIM.

I fell in love with a dead boy
Oh such a beautiful boy.

antony and the johnsons + filarmoni istanbul
temmuz 2012.

SO, WIE ES IST, BLEIBT ES NICHT?

5 gün var. 31 oluyorum. karadelik resmen geride bıraktığım sene. yenisine kararlar falan alıp mı girsem diyorum. ya da boşverip içeyim ya, yarın da cuma zaten.

IT VERSUS IS.

she wants revenge - red flags and long nights
beach house - wishes

bersarin quartett - st. petersburg

mugison - c.y.

OVERTHROW.

Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand.

THROWBACK.

1 sene önce bugünmüş.

WE THINK BY FEELING. WHAT IS THERE TO KNOW?

This shaking keeps me steady. I should know.
What falls away is always. And is near.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I learn by going where I have to go.

VE YEPYENİ EVİMİZ.

OTURMUŞ YAN2YE.

STOCKHOLM.

Therefore, one who becomes a prince through the favour of the people ought to keep them friendly, and this he can easily do seeing they only ask not to be oppressed by him. But one who, in opposition to the people, becomes a prince by the favour of the nobles, ought, above everything, to seek to win the people over to himself, and this he may easily do if he takes them under his protection. Because men, when they receive good from him of whom they were expecting evil, are bound more closely to their benefactor; thus the people quickly become more devoted to him than if he had been raised to the principality by their favours; and the prince can win their affections in many ways, but as these vary according to the circumstances one cannot give fixed rules, so I omit them; but, I repeat, it is necessary for a prince to have the people friendly, otherwise he has no security in adversity.

15 YIL DİYORUM.

işte yuvarlak hesap 10u birlikte.

TÔKYÔ MONOGATARI.

12-12.

MAYBE.

I had this stupid idea that you and I could make a new start together and all the pain we caused everybody else, it was for a reason because we were meant to be together. You were my one true love. I knew it was naive and people thought I was crazy, but I just didn't want to be one of those suckers who gets trapped in a miserable marriage and they're too fucking terrified to leave or they're drinking too much or leading a double life. I wanted to be brave and make a choice and be happy. And yes, it was hard, and yes, I hurt people, people I really love. I never thought it would be all... pointless.

Wait. It's not pointless.

Isn't it?

Look, I... I made a mistake.

Maybe. Maybe this was the mistake.

No, please, don't say that.

Maybe nothing's a mistake. Maybe it's all just fucking meaningless, all these decisions that we make ourselves sick over and these choices we think are so important.

you are mine
i am yours

lets not fuck around.